dam i cant believe school is almost here. it really sucks they should give us more time in the summer. my uncle brian just moved back to vegas but hes plannin on goin back. i dont know why since he loves it here and he lost his job there so nothin is holdin him back but some friends i guess. id just get there numbers and go where i want. of course if i had it my way id be in japan right now... anyway, last night there was a gunshot heard in my neighborhood. it was awesome. i wonder if someone got shot. but i dont think so my step dad says it was some loser who broke into someones back yard and just shot off a random shot. what an idiot was he tryin to get arrested? though the dam cops didnt catch him lol so he cant be that stupid. maybe he just likes the suspense like me. who knows. i wanted to go outside adn see if i could see the guy but my step dad told me to stay inside while he had all the fun going outside with his pistol.party pooper... i really wanted to go outside... o well too late now...

im home from my trip to dc. we went to the white house it was cool we went to the smithsonian too. while we were there i didnt see the president which kinda sucks but oh well i met wiz titus though my mom hates her but i dont really know much about politics so i dont know i didnt even know who the heck she was til recently. lol. i missed my puppy and my nieces alot while i was gone. my pup is happy im back and im sure my nieces will be too. my sis told me that one of them ash was crying outside my door crying antie. i cant wait to see her in a lil bit. well thats bout it.

im in clovis, new mexico right now visiting some fam. we are havin lots of fun and hopefully will have lots more. i saw a buffalo up really close for the first time and they look cool. they are half naked though haha.

im in monteray right now for a week on vacation. ima go to the beach alot cuz its 5 minutes away from where im staying. last time i was here i saw this hot guy so maybe hopefully ill run into him again. also last time i was here i was scarred for life there was some old guy whereing a speedo a different one everyday to be exact he wore freakin polkadots and zebra stripes talk about gross. hopefully i wont run into him again lol im sure your wondering why the heck im talking about that when i usually talk about my depressing part of my life but ive decided that theres no use complaining so ima talk about the good stuff that peeps actually want to hear. so this is how my blog is gonna be from now on hope you dont mind and will read.

lots of fighting today as usual. my mom wasnt home most of the day so most of it was just between me and my lil bro but a fight is a fight. well what happened was pretty much my bro sayin im a wuss and that i wouldnt pour juice on him so me bein full of pride and all had to go and pour it on him. i can be real stupid sometimes but i cant help it. anyways he got mad and was gonna pour some on me so i ran out of the house havin fun becuz i know im way faster than him but then he locked me out and ill admit i have some anger issues and got pissed. i was about to hop the wall and go in theback when he comes out and throws water at me luckily he missed though. he ran back inside bein a wuss.hahahaha. i tripped on a rock and hurt myself. i swear i need a new name cuz grace (my name) does not describe a klutz.me. well thats it for now see ya.

school sucks...........

i know i already posted today but well that was a lil play so today life sucked as usual. im grounded for 6 months and im not suppose to be on but oh well i dont really care what they say. we already made it clear that we hate eachoter meaning my mom, stepdad and i. thay really need to learn to listen. my mom still hasnt taken me to the doc for my leg when its been hurting since last years spring break ahe just doesnt care. i wish she did i mean its just not fair ... lifes not fair... for me at least but o well i deal. i just need to find someone who apreciates me for me though the only one ive found so far are ny sis and a couple of friends but even they only know so much they really dont know how much i have to suffer some think they have it bad but they really dont and they should appreciate what they have no matter how little it is even i appreciate the house i live in even though i wouldnt be livin here if it werent for the law. i apreciate the food i have even though i bought it. it just gets on my nerves when peeps insist on more i mean they should think more of what they have than what they dont. i havent really gotten much chance to really sit and blog so now that i do i can really let it out and to tell the truthbehind my fake act i put on for peeps. if i show weakness then they will know they got to me and will have won and im not willing to let that happen so im letting my emotions out through blogging. i cant tell if i feel good about it or no but at least it gets out of my system and i can pretty much talk about it even though there is thankfully no conversation on it cuz i dont like actually havin a converstion on my reality. at school things are alright it sucks that Cole got a new boyfriend. een thogh he lives in missouri i still love him and miss him but i dont do long distance wellgotta go